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The world seemed to have built of references to movies he had not seen, songs he had never heard, history facts and rumors that had not been in any of his SHIELD briefings or come up immediately in the spiraling searches through the internet in his attempt to catch himself up on more than seventy years of time in just two. It had made the small notebook he kept in his back pocket and carried with him always one that had dog-eared pages, the corners worn soft by handling despite his attempt to keep it with its precious lists inside neat as he could. People, he had found, were eager to drop hints and give directions on what they believed was the most important for him to know - war stories, modern art, 'indie' music, cultural trends he had never heard of and didn't quite understand (what were 'beatniks' anyway? and how did they relate to something called a 'hipster?')

For every line he crossed off in understanding, he added three more. For every movie, six more came out in theatres and he was told there was another one he just <i>had</i> to see. Where he had attempted to meter it out by decades, pop culture had exploded beyond those tentative boundaries, and he had given up doing more than seeing what he came across first or pushing items to the front of the proverbial line according to how often they were referenced or how integral he was told they were by people he thought he could trust on the subject.

Which brought him to a movie, and a girl, and a bucket of popcorn.

Actually, it brought him to the first of three movies (he had been warned, loudly and violently, off the prequels and so counted only three as needing to be seen) and a gorgeous, powerhouse warrior woman, and a whole lot more than one paltry bucket of popcorn. Each.

"Sif?" he began, wondering not for the first time whether he should have reconsidered Sam's offer of back up with the way his stomach flipped at the sight of her face turning toward his and how unaccountably worried he was over literally tripping over his own feet when her eyes settled on him. "I don't know about you, but I'm thinking we should raid the concessions stand."
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As little as he could really say what he expected to come of his search for Bucky, if there was any hope of finding something of his friend there in the man who had been through more than he could have imagined in the long years he himself had slept, Steve could not help but feel himself getting frustrated at his own inability to make it all better. He wasn't a fool, he understood that it would be no easy matter. That as much as he might want to be able to snap his fingers and have Bucky be himself again, that aggravating, steady force in his life who had picked him up and dusted him off in that Brooklyn back alley and never once failed him, such things were impossible.

How many times had he read the file Natasha had given him? How many times had he attempted to read around the blacked out sections that detailed missions in an attempt to better understand what had been done to his friend?

He could not think of what he had found there in the meticulous notes regarding procedures and experiments and not feel sick. No more than he could look back to Bucky stepping out of the shadows while he had been out on a run and not want to clench his fists at the sheer helplessness he had felt at being able to make things right. A helplessness he felt at that very moment.

Where he would not retreat into himself and attempt to forget the world or the fact that he did have friends there in the Nexus, Steve decided that the gym and a weight bag were his best bets at shaving off something of his frustration. There was a sort of calm found there in wrapping his fists tight, remembering those long ago lessons Bucky had given him on technique and style. As there was in stepping up to the bag and finding a rhythm to the strikes of his fists against the canvas, to feeling his body pull in familiar ways, to the in and out of his breathing as he attempted to forget the difficulties of the world for canvas and flesh and bone.

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